Wednesday, March 16, 2011

judgement day!

I have a lot of experiences with people who turned out to be different as I expected. Friends I have known, some who we called “nasaloob and kulo” very sweet on the outside but very wild on the inside. I get it if they just want to have some fun sometimes, I do that. But if it is really your true color and you’re hiding it, that’s different. I don’t want to give a scenario with a friend but another good example is an advertisement. They look so good even perfect for us to buy it. It fools you and you end up being discouraged. In modern life that is really what’s happening, In magazines you can see flawless body but is was just a Photoshop, you can be drawn into a restaurant because the place is beautiful but once you tasted the food it will be a dismay. Even the people knew they aren’t bother about it.Because that is how the business run nowadays But still there are some people who like things traditionally which more on the side of the truth.

where are you point!

To be honest I don’t really get the point of the story, but one thing I understand though they have been friends for a long time that they probably like each other, since both of them have some fears in life they are to afraid to admit their love for one another. In context, the guy looked for clues on the documents’ almost thought it was a one sided love. His one of the guys who we call as “TORPE”. The girl on the other hand is the “PAKIPOT” type. As a girl I wouldn’t go to a boy- friends dorm if I don’t like him, “like” as in his personality, the way he respects and trust me. When she wrote the last document there was part there that “looking in the mirror and slowly fading away” I don’t know if it was just me who thinks about it but I assumed two things that she is slowly losing herself to him or he is losing her unless he do something.

I pity these two because frankly a “TORPE” and “PAKIPOT” is a really bad combo.

quit playing games with my heart

Personally the problem that they have is common in relationships, “ikanganila” don’t play with fire if don’t want to get burn in this scenario the girl doesn’t trust the guy that she is willing to play a game in order not to get hurt but this back fired, she got hurt… In the way they maintain their relationship through technology is what we mostly do now a day. It has good and bad effects. Good in a way that you could communicate in any time of the day,constantly. Bad because it’s too impersonal and sometimes suffocating. I know some that would even text each other “ligolang”, “kainlang” sinigangulam” “ teka tae langako”….wtf! every single detail…


The way I would end this is for the girl to call him to meet him.Then tell him that “I’m done with games, I’m sorry… I’ve learned my leasson you don’t know how much you mean to me and if its ok with you I would like to start over”She will offer her hand and introduce herself “ my name is “first name. last name” …. –THE END-

Magnifico!

The trait of the mother is the most magnificent thing I’ve read. The way she handled the situation with in integrity and honor is amazing. She is like a soldier in the battlefield not afraid of the war, a soldier who is trained not to panic in the most crucial situation and uses the right method to fight for the weak. I salute her for handling it differently, her 7 yr old daughter was harassed by a guy she trusted she didn’t even scream,called the police or killed him. She didn’t blacked out, she made sure the kids where safe in the other room before doing further action. She didn’t want her daughter to think that something so so.. BAD! Happened to her…
If I was in the same situation I would like to do the same thing but to be honest I don’t think I have to courage to still act as brave as she did. I think I would lose myself and the first thing I’ll do is cut his penis off!!! I will also make sure with all my powers and connections that he can never do that to another girl..
In one of my past experience I have a friend, she is girl very close to me take note: I’m very protective to all of my friends..some of the mean girls “inaapisiya” I really went out of my way and fought for her In short “nakipagsabunutanako” IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STREET!!!! Hehehe :) it was worth it… but if it were my family I’m pretty sure I’ll do serious damage…

MR. PERFECT

I was once pursued by a Mr. Perfecto the only difference between them is he is really PERFECT. He was my ideal boyfriend, good looking, nice built, gentlemen, and sweet. But for me he was too nice, I was in the situation that I have to let him go because he doesn’t deserve me, he deserves someone better. I know, sounds stupid right. Like boys, sometimes the girls don’t want to be put in a pedestal. We want some bad ass guy who would make us work for their love. I don’t know but for me “masmasarapmagmahal and gago”…
MARRYING SOMEONE I DON’T LOVE???
I don’t think that would be possible. But there is one thing I’ve learn in life, it’s cruel, unfair and I’ve learned that in a hard way. if I were in a situation where I have to be practical and have a no choice(I hope not). It should at least be a guy who I CAN LEARN TO LOVE.

love letter

My dearest Amado
Hello my love! First of all I would like you to know how much I miss you. There is not a day that goes by that I don’t think of you. Don’t worry about me I have been well. There are so many things I would like to say to you I don’t even know where to begin. One thing is for sure I still love you… I want you to know that we have a child. When you left I had no choice but marry someone I don’t love in fear of being judge by our community and for the sake of the baby as well. I have been through a lot but knowing that you still love me is all worth it. I’m willing to leave my husband to be your partner in life. We could start the family we’ve always wanted. This sounds crazy but you are the one I truly love. I hope to receive a message from you soon I can’t wait to see you.

,tinay

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

PAMANA

Our family doesn’t really have an Heirlooms, my mom came from a big family with farming as the traditional way of life. We own land in our province which was later on sold because my grandfather (half Spaniard) got sick. Soon each of them made their way into life and my mom got lucky,she met my dad. She started a new life in manila which she had a stable job. I’m her only daughter. She gave me everything that I wanted and I’m very thankful for that. As a child I already wore jewelries but I kept on losing them. 5 years ago my mom for the first time again, after so many years gave me a cross necklace. She told me to have it with me at all times and it will keep me safe. Reading this short story “mats” makes me want to pass on the necklace to my future child when the time is right.

how i brought home a husband